Want him back
Posted Mar 2, 2011 by anonymous | 101 views | 0 comments
I'm in lust with a married man. I've been telling him I want him and I do. He's told me the same in some of the most beautifully written fantasies it's ever been my pleasure to read. That all changed when fantasy took a leap toward being fulfilled and becoming reality. I spazzed and told him no, not while he's married. I thought it was over right then and there. No, he told me he understood and that he didn't want me to be upset with myself or feel guilty. The only thing I feel guilty or more accurately, stupid about, is that I've changed my mind and I want to be with him. I want him and he's gone. I've told myself it's better this way. After all, if he'll cheat on his wife, it's only a matter of time before he'll cheat on you. He kept telling me we would be together after he was out and everything was done. He's gone. I don't think he's coming back. I know I'm worth more than a one-night stand, a third-rate hidden love affair. Right now, that doesn't matter. He's gone and it hurts. I want him back.
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