urges to kill my best friend.
Posted Mar 5, 2014 by anonymous | 366 views | 4 comments
Im generally a really nice and easy going person, I'm quiet too. She was one of my only friends in high school and I had mire friends outside of school. She only had me so I introduced her to my gf at the time (I'm bisexual). Then she just "came out of her shell" I guess? She just adopted all of my friends and people started liking her more than me. I still regard her as one of my best friends. However, every now and again I get these incredibly angry thoughts or dreams of getting large shards if glass and stabbing her in the throat. Or pulling her hair and biting her ear. Of raping her. Choking her and watxh hwr suffocate. Or just shooting her in the chest. Its hard to keep this from her because she's still my best friend and we hang out. I just don't feel like she's safe around me anymore since I have been off my medication for a couple months now and I just started getting episodes again.
Commented Mar 7, 2014 by anonymous
get help
Commented Mar 6, 2014 by anonymous
should probably start taking your meds again.... js
Commented Mar 6, 2014 by anonymous
You need to go ahead and bust a cap in her ass.
Commented Mar 6, 2014 by anonymous
It is the most stupid idea to do it.