tfLeyE This is one awesome article post.Really thank you! Really Great.

This is going to sound like an odd comment but- Why not move? Deal with this shit long enough to save money to move away for a year. Anywhere. And if you like it more, move there forever. If there really is no one, why not start fresh? If no one will care, then why not? Killing yourself is always a bad idea. Lets look at several reasons why- 1) Assuming you are religious, this more often than not means you are looking forward to an eternity of pain, sorrow and lonliness. The only respite is in life. And in some religions, if you kill yourself is worse. They prey on your weaknesses in the afterlife FOREVER. And theres no quit button when your dead. 2) Assuming you are NOT religious- come on man! If you think that when you die, there is nothing. Then that means you wont even be able to ENJOY your death. You will be gone. Not aware of your death in any way. Won't even reap the joy of having some form of control over your life. 3) Lets take a moment of thinking about other people shall we? Maybe theres someone who is meaning to appologise, or someone who has always wanted to talk to you about something- you go and fucking off yourself, what if you are ruining their lives? My father and his best friend stopped talking for 3 years over a fucked up situation. My dad wanted to go and talk to him, to appologise, to reconcile- then he found out he was dead. Shot himself in the head. My dad has been fucked up ever since, he cries often over his friend and continously said that he is being punished. Dont be fucking selfish. Just move. THeres no point in killing yourself, that's the biggest pussy way out I have ever heard. Be brave. MOVE.

damn, I wish my uncle would have done that...

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You dont need to do this, I have been there, down in the dirt with no one. from personal experience I was ready to slip on the noose. Standing in my shed with a rope over the roof raftings ready to jump off a chair. All I could think about was all the people I had hurt and things that had hurt me. ready to jump I called my mother and told her how I felt knowing I was going to finish my self off when I hung up the phone. I didn't tell her what I was going do but she listened to me and explained that the world is a hard place. and even though you have been hurt or have hurt people, people will forgive over time. You make bad decisions all the time but that's the thing about being human is you lean and make yourself better. Find someone close or even a help line to contact and talk. trust me all i wanted really was to have someone to listen.