ugh so tired =(
Posted Dec 18, 2012 by BrokenLies168 | 297 views | 7 comments
Yesterday was my bf and my's 11month annaversary and I just can't help but wonder y I am so stupid....why am I still with him...almost a year now contless girls dirty pix sexting and emotionaly cheating and abuse of all kinds.....why do I put up with it? I do honestly love him I just can't seem to leave his ass. He is 19 and I am 24. I'm rdy to settle down and have a family of my own. He clamimes he is changing and that there r no more other girls. I've heard this all before but he obviously can't do it. He clames that I don't give him enough attention.... yet I quit my job for him like he asked I spend every waking moment with him from the time he gets out of school until he goes home...and on the weekends we r together.... I just don't know what to do. I rly do love him but I can't deal with the girls and the threats. He is famous for saying "if I can't have u no one will" wich honestly if I left him he would come after me. Wen I've told him it was over before he wouldn't let me leave he puts himself in front of me I'm only 5'1 and he is 5'9 so I rly can't push past him. A part of me wants to be done with him and the other part wants to stay with him bc I truly love him. I'm just at a loss right now ugh smfh
Commented Dec 22, 2012 by anonymous
Break up with him, obviously. You do know you can call the police if he does anything to harm you, right?
Commented Dec 19, 2012 by anonymous
Going to fruitful???......explain
Commented Dec 19, 2012 by anonymous
Breakup with him as the relationship is not going to fruitful.
Commented Dec 18, 2012 by anonymous
He's a narcissist and an emtional vampire. You shouldn't have to jump through hoops and sacrifice so much just to "please" him. Don't believe him when he tries to undermine your confidence. If you must love him, love him from afar and find a better man while you're at it. You deserve better.
Commented Dec 18, 2012 by anonymous
He is young and stupid find someone more mature.
Commented Dec 18, 2012 by anonymous
Break up with him by 1yr marker.
Commented Dec 18, 2012 by BrokenLies168
the abuse is mental emotional and physical. Ppl tell me to leave all the time but its NOT THAT EASY its FAR from easy!