Two srikes, Im out
Posted Mar 2, 2011 by anonymous | 90 views | 0 comments
I feel kinda dumb for confessing stuff on some website, but I feel like it will help. Two things just hit me hard. One: I'm in love, trust me its not lust, or a crush, love. and everyone i know seems to know. Not to mention they all think that we would be great together, everyone but him. i dont even know if he knows how i feel, it hurts ok...and Two: I feel very guilty and to blame for the hurt of a friend. See used to be a cutter, and its not a secret, like people know, but my friend (who i told basicly first) just told me that she cut. Shes been pretty down and she loves that im there for her, but she cut and i feel like its my fualt. i am the preson who told her about it, i introduced her to it, i told her how it felt...i am to blame...i hate myself. she would kill me if she knew that i blame myself but still...i do. just for your info i am a hard core christian and love it! but these are my struggles less so confessions...but god has sent people in my life to help so i know that it will all be ok. even if i am in love, god has a plan. so if you are also a christian and reading this, pray for me, god knows who i am.
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