I'm not into guys at all, but guys are into me. It's almost comical. My mom is a photographer and says I was unusually "beautiful" as a child, whatever that means. I've had male classmates make passes at me as far back as primary school and any number of adult weirdos proposition me in public bathrooms while my parents tanned nearby on the beach. I've tried to figure it out. I'm not against gays at all, in fact I'd be open to it if I felt the attraction, but I don't. To each their own. (Girls find me attractive, too, by the way.) I was working at a fast food restaurant during my teens. The boss was a cool guy and he often hung out with employees after work. Everyone liked him. One night, I ended up going to a bar with him and one of his friends. I wasn't carded and got in with ease. I got loaded and ended up inebriated back at my boss's house. He took off my clothes and put me to bed in a spare room. I was too drunk to care. Sometime in the night, I woke up with him and his friend feeling me up and panting close to my ears. My boss put my hand on his erection and made me jerk him off while his friend worked my body with his tongue. It was a strange experience and I didn't entirely mind. I could feel their growing lust and I got kind of horny myself, my defenses giving way. I think my boss was going to fuck me, but then his wife came home from where I don't know. The friend vanished and the wife freaked. I had the feeling this wasn't the first time he had pulled a stunt like this. I could hear them arguing. The next morning, I acted like nothing happened, but the atmosphere was strained, mostly between my boss and his wife. Whenever I'd see her around town, she'd always look embarassed when she recognized me. She was more upset than I was. I was nonplused. I didn't make a big deal about it, but never went out anywhere with my boss again. If he hadn't been such a fat little prick, I might not have minded a sexual experiment just one time, but if I'm going to venture out beyond my norms, I have my standards. Do I feel angry or violated? Not at all. I do think it's kind of pathetic getting some teenager drunk to try to have sex with them.