Tried dedicating my soul to Satan
Posted Jul 4, 2014 by Stage1 | 339 views | 2 comments
I did once a ritual myself. I lit red candles, wrote some words on paper and signed it with my blood. Then I burned the paper glorifying Satan. Is God (if exists) angry with me? Maybe Satan (if exists) has been angry with me for years being Muslim. I think Satan and God (call it Yahweh, Allah, God) as equal powers trying to draw we poor humanity to their sides and none of them care of our goodness. They made a bet on who counts more people. If they have never been in our lifes everything would be better in a world without any war, hunger, any suffering. These thoughts are my biggest secret. I am confessing it to both God, Satan and Humanity. Who makes the most affectionate respond will win my soul.
Commented Jul 5, 2014 by anonymous
There is no proof any of them exist. Its all about faith and believing. I'm not one of the religious preaching types. I have also questioned my faith a few times. I have since seen God. While I was pregnant my doctor found cervical cancer in me. He allowed me to continue my pregnancy and just monitored me closely. My son was born but had complications in his lungs. He had to be admitted to the hospital. He was there for a week. I was also kept for almost a week bc I had complications during birth. Fast forward 2 months I had to have a procedure that removed the cancer but I now can't have anymore children. So God knew my son wasn't planned but God knew I had cancer and gave me my son knowing the cancer would be found. He saved my son by healing his lungs he saved me by giving me my son. He exist. You just have to have faith
Commented Jul 4, 2014 by anonymous
Fuck you.