Traped
Posted Feb 13, 2012 by anonymous | 433 views | 5 comments
I constantly feel pressure from everyone to do well in college. Honestly I don't feel smart enough sometimes I feel like I'm going to dropout and just kill myself but there's so much to live out there. I'm too young. I'm scared of failing, and have taken on to many things in my life. I don't have time but sometimes I just want to get drunk and make out with a guy. I don't want to have sex with them even though they try and make me. The next day its like I'm nothing because I won't give out. Sometimes I think to myself maybe I should but its not me. I feel ugly and used. People tell me I'm cute but its just bull. I'm scared of dying alone. Even though I know so many people I feel so alone.
Commented Feb 14, 2012 by anonymous
Ya dude! It is always a pressure of study by the parent's to score high marks & do good in your academics. But should not pressurize yourself so much that you forget to enjoy the life. Study & fun both are essential & equal part of life.
Commented Feb 14, 2012 by anonymous
I felt that way too in college and in the 20's. Looking back now, I wish I had had more REAL problems. I didn't know mostly everyone else was dealing with the same stuff as me, but how could I, no one talked about it, as neither did I. I'm alot happier now.
Commented Feb 14, 2012 by anonymous
Why have sex with someone just because they want to? That's dumb and not to mention risky. If it were me, it say...'bitch, NO!, Fuck is wrong wicha.' You're under a lot of pressure, to do well at school, to date, to be pretty, to be smart, to be all these other things, and that's just impossible. Do the best you can at school and do it because you want a good future for you, not for your parents or anyone else, do it for you. If you have sex, do it because you want to...that's the key: It's your body, your life, your choice. I love looking at people and saying - NO. And thinking to myself...ASSHOLE. Drop out of the beauty contest, the reason you're in school is to get smart, not because you are smart...your grades are a reflection of the time you put into studying, its a fact. College is supposed to be challenging and tuff. Stick with it - do what you want though, in terms of a career. It's called PRIORITIES honey, if you don't have them, get some. If you date a guy and decide to have sex with him because he is to your liking and respectfull to you, great. If not, oh well, in ten years it wont matter not one bit, but the degree will improve your chances of having a better quality life and the education will make you a smarter person. If you're being challenged its because you are learning. stick with it. That's all I had to say.
Commented Feb 13, 2012 by anonymous
you need to find some nice guy to fuck you good.....you have way too much anxiety about sex!
Commented Feb 13, 2012 by anonymous
you dumb slut, why should any guy waste their time on a little piggy like you if youre not gonna put out. id smack you with my pimp hand and knock you out and ball you until your cherry popped