Total lack of emotion
Posted Nov 12, 2014 by anonymous | 380 views | 5 comments
I just got off of the phone with my mother. She's 61, lives alone on the other side of the country, and just confided in me that she has been diagnosed with liver cancer. She started to cry on the phone. I know I should be crying too, but my mind is just like, "ok then." Over the past five years, I've lost my father, sister, and two close friends. I was even in the room with my father when he passed away (we turned off his life support). I was also there for the birth of my two children. For all of these very emotional things - I had no reaction. My wife pointed it out to me at my father's funeral - that I was just sitting there, like I was watching TV and not listening to my father's eulogy. I know I SHOULD feel something. But everything that happens to me, my mind just says, "ok..." and moves on. Is this normal?
Commented Nov 14, 2014 by anonymous
Sorry feel asleep for a minute o your still talkin bout that dumb shit deuces out call me when you don't suck o yea don't know if you saw it or not but some funny fucked said your mother wants it and it's still funny
Commented Nov 13, 2014 by anonymous
Hope your mom will be ok. Maybe you just don't know how to react.
Commented Nov 13, 2014 by anonymous
Oh! And by the way, all our love from Canada to your mother! Best wishes for you both!
Commented Nov 13, 2014 by anonymous
Maybe you need some type of therapy?? You might carry pts, (post-traumatic-stress) ...could be the underlying issue?...
Commented Nov 12, 2014 by anonymous
Your mother says she wants it.