torn
Posted Nov 30, 2014 by anonymous | 245 views | 3 comments
I don't like being a mother. I love my kids and would die if anything happen to them, but I don't enjoy being a mother like I imagined I would. That take everything out of me and I have nothing left for myself. I use to be so happy and now, I'm so stressed and tired all the time. I yell too much and can't control it. I seriously think they are giving me hypertension. I feel sick and light headed after dealing with them. They are 6 & 7 and argue all the time. I feel like I'm losing it most of the time. I tried to go on depression pills to see if it helped me cope, but I hate the way they make feel and they take away my sex drive (which was bad for my marriage, because I love sex) and orgasms are my only escape, of momentarily pleasure. Of course there are good times, like the hugs, snd sweet moments, they are beyond beautiful (not just a mother thing either, they get stopped everywhere and told how gorgeous they are and should be child models) and really smart, shockingly smart, but the the bad times for me are starting to outweigh the good ones. I would have made a better fun aunt. To think I use to love kids, before having them, now they all suck! I'd rsther be at work most of the time than home with these souk suckers. I'm stuck for 12 more yrs! I'll be so old (40) when I get my life back...ugh!
Commented Dec 1, 2014 by anonymous
Try having 5 boys lady. You think your in deep shit now I have 7 more years until my youngest is outta the house. Damn I miss my pussy and tits
Commented Nov 30, 2014 by anonymous
You could be like one of those mothers who murders her kids.
Commented Nov 30, 2014 by anonymous
have another kid...that should solve your problems