Too Much
Posted Feb 17, 2014 by anonymous | 232 views | 3 comments
There is really no one I can tell, how much I think about dying or killing myself. And over heartbreak. Sometimes it hurts really badly, all kinds of things make me want to cry about it, but I try not to. Many days I think I would rather die than feel this way another day. I don't want to move on, I want to go back, and I don't want to find someone else when I found the one I wanted. Fucking life. But I wish I didn't feel so alone when I think about dying, like there is no one to tell because it makes me wonder if I am going to do it one day. It would probably seem random to people, because most everyone thinks I am over him. But I'm not and I've actually been seeing him again until recently when he is blowing me off again, and again I feel horrible, and no one really has an idea of how horrible I feel about it, because I act like I'm laughing it off, or calling him a jerk, his loss, yada yada.
Commented Feb 20, 2014 by anonymous
You are worth it. Things will get better.
Commented Feb 18, 2014 by anonymous
You need to either Posts about child molestation or child porn completely forget it or accept the new relationship
Commented Feb 17, 2014 by anonymous
I don't no the full situation but I feel you and understand heart break