Tonight
Posted Dec 3, 2012 by anonymous | 406 views | 5 comments
A year ago, right this minute, he was picking me up for our first date. I was so nervous I dropped my keys when I tried to lock my front door, my voice was shaking when I got in his car. I'd dreamed of going on a date with him since the day we met when I was just 16. The night was so perfect. Every night with him was perfect. I started falling in love with him from the moment he pulled up in my driveway. And then I ruined it by going away to college. He couldn't stand the distance. If only I would have stayed in town...but I thought we could make it. He promised we could make it. I can't believe I destroyed my chances with the most wonderful man in the whole world just because I wanted to get away from home. I hate myself for it every minute of every day. I hate college. I hate my life. I hate living without him. I don't really want to do it anymore.
Commented Dec 9, 2012 by anonymous
Finish college, and find him. Maybe next time you won't drop your keys. Maybe you will, but that is all up to you. The only difference, Is timing.
Commented Dec 4, 2012 by anonymous
If you are in truly love with him then do not leave him.
Commented Dec 4, 2012 by anonymous
Honestly if someone makes you feel bad about going away to college n trying to better yourself then they may not be right for you.
Commented Dec 4, 2012 by anonymous
we tried. but he ran again.
Commented Dec 3, 2012 by anonymous
if u realy love him go back to him