Tired of self conviction
Posted Mar 2, 2011 by anonymous | 77 views | 0 comments
I am so tired of lying to myself about my relationship, thinking it makes me happy, thinking the bad things can get better. I am so angry at myself because I really dont know why I want to stay with him so badly. I know once it gets to a really ridiculous point we'll break up, and I'll be kicking myself in the butt for not breaking up with him months ago (now). I'm just so humiliated that despite rationally being aware of all this, I can't let go.
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