’m a 24 yrs old girl and live in Kosovo.I’m feeling anxious inside ,since some months I’m not texting with any guy/man,by my choice,and didn’t been on a date since a lot of time.I grew up in a loving and healthy environment with a wealthy businessman father,who owns lands,vehicles etc mostly on my name,and a feminine stay at home mother and with two amazing brothers.My family always and still treat me like a princess and still provide for me for everything so even tho I work my money stays in bank.But outside of that is a curse.Because of my humbleness,kindness,education cute face and my beautiful body I always attracted jealousy from other.Been bullied in school because I was the best and people made up false rumours and assumptions about me that weren’t true.Boys used to touch me inappropriately so my dad and brothers always reacted strongly to these guys after I told them what they are doing to me.I didn’t know to standup for myself and I felt ashamed but after some time rage kept building and after starting dating men here it became even worse.I never had an actual relationship cause men only used me and sometimes by force too,some of them were taken,married too.After years rage kept building even more so I took revenge in terrible ways to make them test their own medicine.After some time the only reason I dated them were just because I was bored and I wanted to go out to a nice restaurant,to make them give money,to buy me things and to put curses on them to hurt them spiritually.Even tho those practices are against my religion(Muslim)I couldn’t help myself cause they made me do it.I feel extremely jealous when I see other girls around me getting treated like queens by their partners,taken seriously,they get spoiled with gifts,trips and everything while they are not even as good as me not only by attractiveness but also from character.I always wanted to marry young and create a family but it’s very hard to find a man like my dad for a husband in a loser country like Kosovo.Sometimes I say maybe someone did witchcraft on me to not experience luck in love,I want my mother’s luck.She has the best perfect husband(my father): provider,don’t drink,don’t smoke,made his own wealth from zero,does everything for our family just so we have to live peacefully.While me I only attract losers who are insecure about me and try to dim my light.Why are Kosovar men so threatened by me?Everyone around me how is possible for a girl like me to be single(they even judge me about this and make assumptions).Or they just want “low moral woman”cause maybe that reminds them of their mothers cause their mothers are like that?I think I’m too good for a Kosovar man and dating them is only an obstacle to me.So what is like dating other Balkan man?I never dated anyone outside.Are they the same or what?I find Slavic men especially Bosnian and Russians very “my type “But when I tell my mom this she get stuck in calling them “shki”.Can someone give me some advices?Everytime I go out men only stare and rearely aporoach or ask others to get my number lol,or they just say lustful things to me even in front of their wives and kids.