Three Times The Suicide
Posted May 10, 2011 by anonymous | 405 views | 3 comments
Three times now I have tried to commit suicide and every time something silly comes up to steal my resolve. I am often depressed and gloomy and the medications are not helping. My first attempt was to try and jump off a roof. Two drunks happened on me and I couldn’t go ahead. The second attempt, I wanted to shoot myself but a friend called and we talked about that night’s game for an hour. The third time, I was ready to down all that was left of my drugs but a girl from past, my first love, came knocking my door. Is there a reason the universe is anti-me! I feel miserable yet I keep failing to take the big step that might give me relief from this pain.
Commented May 20, 2011 by anonymous
' The second attempt, I wanted to shoot myself but a friend called and we talked about that night’s game for an hour. ' these are the words of an idiot and if you wanted to do it for real, you'd take some xanax and oxycontin and stand in a noose
Commented May 12, 2011 by anonymous
The message is loud and clear - listen to it!!!! You are being told not to die. There is a better life, just find the way to it. You are not doomed to a life of sadness, its a temporary layover to the next happy destination. Get going to it!
Commented May 10, 2011 by anonymous
seems its not the universe anti-you, but you are anti-universe. It is trying to tell you that you should live and live a long and better life, try to change your daily routine, find something interesting and amusing. Take that big step go forward. We are all humans and have problems in life but we should never give up. we all depend on each other