In a previous confession I stated that I never had a relationship with a girl, but I did come close one time my junior year in high school. This new girl had transfered to my school at the end of my sophmore year and I immediately fell for her. She was the first white girl at the school besides one other who was a dirty slut I wouldn't even let blow me if she begged, for the fear of catching something because her reputation was so big. Anyway, back to Heather, my best friend was actually the first one to go talk to her because I was such a pussy when it comes to meeting or even talking to girls. We all became friend and I would try to fallow her every chance I could get. She had alot of bad experiences with men trying things with her and was not very trusting of "us." One time I even went for a walk with her to the phone store from school so she could pay her bill. We talked and she shared secrets that she didnt even tell her family which she shares everything with. When we got to the phone store there was some thing about an conveniece charge of four dollars that we did not have. My grandmother lived about a quarter mile away so we went there. By that time we were both freezing and really in a hurry. Heather and I went inside made introductions and hurried back to the store. Heather was the only person in my life to have meet all of the people i call family, mom, dad,dog, and grandmother. Half way back a friend of my dad drove by and picked us up saying that Heather's parents were going nuts and called the police trying to find out where she was. Our fun was over and that was the last alone time I ever had with a girl. I had a real life experience with a girl that I really cared about and would give anything to be with her for real as a couple not just friends. I really miss you Heather Carovillano.