I just want to say, I fucking hate everyone. And they all think I'm so nice. I'm only nice to them because I'm smart enough to keep my rude comments aside, and cooperate. Ugh. It's just so annoying when people ask me what's wrong. What's wrong? You're all incompetent juveniles with stupid lives that revolve around social media, sex, and substance. Whenever I try to talk to anyone my age ( in my area, of course) NONE of them can commit to a real conversation. It's so. fucking. irritating. And I can't any any of this on facebook because I'm friends with people that think I'm innocent. I don't want to warp their thoughts of me, because I don't want to destroy this image I have made up for myself. I don't want to be the girl with the parents who can't control her. I don't want to go to church and have people staring at me because I said a 'cuss' word on the internet, or reblogged something 'inappropriate' on tumblr. I just want to be isolated, away from all of their irrelevant questions. I want to be independent and explore the mysteries and, and cultures of the earth and life and etc. I'm only 14 though. What can a girl my age do with a mom that wants to check 'No' on her daughters' health class slip that asks if she can participate in conversations that might include the word 'penis' or 'vagina' because she thinks it'll corrupt her. Or a dad that has nothing in common with her mom besides the fact that both of her parents think they're always right in an argument. A girl that wants to grow up already and get away from everyone telling her what to do when she just wants to do something by herself?! A girl who wishes she could grow up and finally go to France and Canada to search for 'the one', or so they call it. A girl who wants to be a neuropsychologist and find a cure to some tragic, deadly mental disease. I don't know. I just need to get out of here.