There is this girl I know. She was homeschooled for most of her life, and then just last year she decided to go to high school. instead of being a total misfit, she blended in so well, better than most. Better than me. I guess that's where it all started, me hateing her. She glided into our theater program, my theater program, and snatched up main parts in plays. I wanted them, but what's more, she got them. The theater seniors which I so badly wanted to accept me, took her in with open arms, brought her out to dinner with them, invited her to their homes, their parties. And everytime I saw them with Meadow, I wanted to cry, and often did. Everyone loved her. This was when she was only a freshman. Over the years, she's gotten worse. Or rather, I've hated her more and more. She flirted with the guy I liked, and almost got him, even though she insisted she didn't like him. She's broken up relationships, just because she wanted something and didn't care what would happen. But the thing is, no one cares. No one hates her for doing all the things she does. They always say 'oh, thats just the way she is.' or they just shrug. No one hates her for what she does, and her popularity has tripled in the last three years. It's the everyone loves the homeschooled girl show. No one wants to do anything with me. Yeah some people have told me I'm a cool person and people like to be around me. But it's just freshmen and people who don't have a life of their own or just want someone to whine to. They all want her, her, her, fucking her. like last night. We're in a group, and we have to go from point A to point B. However, there are only 2 cars. Mine and hers. Guess what happens. Everyone tries to smush into her car, and no one will drive with me. Someone actually said, 'no Nora, I don't want to go with you, I want to go with her.' and it hurts. It hurts so god damn bad. I think I'm and ok person. I don't cheat on people, I don't make out with every boy in the school, I don't lead people on. What am I supposed to do? And no one understands, because everyone loves her and no one knows what I'm talking about. She completely burned my best friend, who used to be her's too, and now only my best friend and I can see her for who she really is. A slut, a whore, a fake, a bitch, a back stabber, a cunt, a country farm trash girl who needs to get the shit kicked out of her by some guy she fucks around with. I hate her, but I have to see her every day, and I just wish she would get the hell out of my life.