the worse thing i ever did.
Posted Sep 11, 2014 by anonymous | 820 views | 6 comments
i have a terrible confession to make about the worse thing i have ever done. I am a 21 yr guy and I'm straight. Seven years ago when I was 14, I was walking home from school and a middle age man probably in his early 40's offered me a ride. I took it. On the ride he offered me 50 dollars if I'd let him fondle me and suck my dick. I let him and I took the money because at the time I was doing grass cutting and odd jobs to make money for a gaming system I wanted. I have been consumed with guilt ever since then. I hate myself for what I did and I have never told anyone. The only redeeming thing for me is he had given me is cell phone number, but I immediately tore it up and got rid of it. I recall about a month after this happened I saw him in a restaurant eating with his family. He actually had a son that was about my age. He kept trying to make eye contact and even motioned toward the rest room, but i stayed put and did not leave my Dad's side until we left. I figured he would never approach me if i was with my dad. I still cannot forgive myself. I acted like a common whore.
Commented Sep 16, 2014 by anonymous
Don't beat yourself up about this. People change over time and now that you regret it you shouldn't have to associate yourself with it. Everyone makes stupid mistakes in their teenage years, some worse than others. The perve initiated the whole thing, you should blame him. Even at that age you still knew to end the interaction you had with him. If anything, you shouldn't feel guilty for what you did. You should feel proud for learning from it.
Commented Sep 12, 2014 by anonymous
Don't sweat it dude. Seriously. Sounds like you did something as "a kid" that you regret, for some quick cash. We all do stupid things we regret. Time to forgive yourself.
Commented Sep 12, 2014 by anonymous
Me to;)
Commented Sep 11, 2014 by anonymous
I've done worse for less
Commented Sep 11, 2014 by anonymous
Not just a whore but a queer too. Fucking fag boy.
Commented Sep 11, 2014 by anonymous
Oky gaylord