the reasons why!
Posted Mar 2, 2011 by anonymous | 143 views | 0 comments
We broke up for a few reasons. One, you were going into the army, I was going off to college. I had no idea when I would ever see you again, where you would be. Two, we are both christian, but at the time you were a christian by name only, and you needed time to grow in your faith. I was not going to be a crutch for your faith-- it needed to be a personal thing. Three, I didn't think at the time that it would have lasted. I know that you thought we would be together forever, and I know that by breaking up I hurt you so very much. I wish you weren't so far away. When we broke up, in my mind there was no chance of us getting back together. You've changed, though. You have grown up. Both of us have. I'm nervous about you coming back. I really am. I know that I will always love you, that you were my first true love and that love will never die. It has morphed into a friend-love, but because it began as a romantic love, there are traces of that still in my mind... I have to stop them, those feelings. You've moved on. I can't ask you to be hurt anymore by me. Oh how I treasure the time we have to talk on the phone--- more than you realize. Those 9 months were some of the best times in my life... I wish I could tell you how much I still love you. I want to scream it from the top of the tallest building... I love you! But I can't. I can't love you openly anymore. I can't hurt you, I can't do that to you. But I love you, and I will love you until the end of time.
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