When I was in junior high, a met a senior, Snobby and I think he likes me. But recently at that time I just break up with someone and I undergo a quite bad break up. So I didn't notice him at all as more than a friend. When I play hockey or receive some awards I notice him somewhere in my sight. He always been there.Even when he went out of town, he did inform me through a friend. And I didn't understand why at that time considering him just as a friend. We did talk a lot and when out together some time. So when he graduated from school, he got great results and get a scholarship to study oversea. That's when I fell in love with him. Then he pursue his study at Spain. He called me some time from there. That's when I know that he actually had a girl friend and it breaks my heart a lot. It's the first time I cried in shower a lot. So I start to space myself out of his life. We started arguing about simple things. After awhile we stop from in touch with each other. After a long silence, he started to contact me last year. I treat him just as a friend after what happened. It's like only me that suffer in silence. I have another guy friend that continuously saying to me that Snobby actually loves me. I know he just assuming it and I know it's not. But eventually, I fel in love back with him. We started webcam like every night. I know tht he had break up with his girlfriend. And then a girl from my university went to visit him at Spain. I just assume them as a friend. After the visit , Snobby didn't contact me at all until now. Then I got to know that they have been together. So my heart break for a second time. And it sucks. He leaves without explanation at all. me when I know that they are both happy together. Shit! I think I should never talk to him ever again. But if I never talk to him, I never had a chance to be with him. But He hurt me a lot of time. Oh. I hate you for making me being like this.