The one that got away
Posted Apr 30, 2013 by anonymous | 303 views | 12 comments
So growing up their was always this guy who I had the hugest crush on and in middle school, he never really liked me he dated other girls and honestly he wasn't the cutest guy ever but u liked him secretly in 8th grade we started talking more and man did he make me laugh he was so funny and honestly just a all around good guy well it so happened that he had a girl her name was sam she was plain awful to him she wasn't really pretty but he was always cheating on him and I kinda felt bad but at the time u wasn't allowed to date so it made no sense to try to b with him. Well summer happened and high school started my freshman year , u was a cheerleader and I was very smart my parents expected nothing but the best from me witch was really stressful at times :/ well I started dating his friend at the beginning of the year he seemed like he didn't care that I was dating his friend but his friend turned out to be the biggest jerk ever durin this time I was dating his friend I was also going through a tuff time at home my parents were cheating on each other and I turned to drugs I was very depressed beacouse all I wanted was to be happy at this point in my life well eventually my asshole of a boyfriend broke up with me to be with this nasty hoe of a girl but anyways, my friend started showing interest he would tell me I looked pretty and such and he would mess around and say he wanted to kiss me but of course I was what u would call prude so I didn't but my feelings for him never changed freshman sophomore and junior year I guess h can say I kinda fell in love with him I no he dosnt know this, my senior year I started dating this guy his name is gabe at the time things seemed ok well my "friend" asked me how I was doing kinda this beacouse for some reason we kind stopped taking at the beginning of senior year we texted and he asked if I wanted to have sex with him beacouse he wanted me so badly all this time I can't figure out why I never dated him I dissed him for gabe the guy I'm with now and I'm so regretting this I wish I could take it all back and jut be with him since freshman year :( it makes me sad now he's with a beautiful girl and they have a baby girl and I can't help to think that maybe that could have been me? Why did I push him away why didn't I jut be with him I wish he knew that my feelings for him are so strong and that I'm pretty sure that since I was 15 I loved him I'm now 19 and never got to show him :( will I ever let this go? He dosnt talk to me anymore he's happy I guess u can say and I wish I knew for sure how he felt maybe he dosnt like me anymore but I would like to no for sureππππππ₯π°πͺ
Commented May 2, 2013 by anonymous
It is going to be hard but you will need to move on. I was in a relationship when I was in high school for 2 years before it ended quickly. This bothered me so much that found her, and 33 years later I took her to dinner and ask. It was the best thing for me, she told me why and now I understand, I am married and have 2 kids. It might be something that you will carry for a lifetime, need to put it away and move on,
Commented May 1, 2013 by anonymous
Christ, enough with this boring shit.
Commented May 1, 2013 by anonymous
I'm in college n he's now in the army I feel like maybe it's too late since he has a baby now and has a girlfriend idk weather to stay away or try to peruse him beacouse of his baby I was going to suggest maybe hanging out beacouse I haven't even spoken to him in months I'm not sure if I will come off to strong by saying "hey I miss u" or if he even thinks about me or likes me but your right maybe I should finish school and get my life together who knows he probably has forgotten about me all together thank u Linda this has helped but I wish it were my fairy tale and we could live happily eer after πidk why I have been thinking about him so much lately and he's always in the back of my mind but lately I think about him every single day ...
Commented Apr 30, 2013 by anonymous
listen, you are 19 now you hace a long way to go. stay friends with him dont rush it you both need to know each other. you are in college now? if you want to wait til after you graduate that'll be better. God bless and I hope you will do better in time. this is only a suggestion for you. Linda
Commented Apr 30, 2013 by anonymous
I meant Mention you had the biggest crush on him when you guys are hanging out. Kinda just throw it in the convo.
Commented Apr 30, 2013 by anonymous
No its not disrespectful. It just depends on your wording. It could turn out great if you kinda just let him know you miss hanging out with it and kinda just mention you use to have the biggest crush on him.:)
Commented Apr 30, 2013 by anonymous
I wasn't here to entertain u see urself elsewhere
Commented Apr 30, 2013 by anonymous
I wish I could or wouldn't be weird for to to say anything now? I will be so heart broken if he dosnt feel the same :(
Commented Apr 30, 2013 by anonymous
That would be disrespectful to just out of nowhere ask and what would I say? I'm lost for words
Commented Apr 30, 2013 by anonymous
Enough already. Your confession was so fucking boring I couldn't even get to the end.
Commented Apr 30, 2013 by anonymous
plz ask. life is too short.
Commented Apr 30, 2013 by anonymous
You need to propose him.