The big O
Posted Mar 2, 2011 by anonymous | 137 views | 0 comments
I am a 20 year old university student. I have had a lot of partners over the past two years, I wouldn't say I was a slut, I just enjoy the company. I used to love sex, and I used to love the intensity of it all. I have never had a proper orgasm, I'm sure that all I do when I feel turned on enough is let out some pee and the guy assumes I'm coming all over him, alto all I'm really doing is pissing. Even when I mastrubate with my vibrator I don't feel like I'm having an orgasm, its more like I'm just doing it because I'm bored and it makes sense. I feel so inadequate and so fucking useless. I have just started going out with a new guy and I'm so so scared of having sex as I know how its going to go and once again I will either swell up form to much fucking friction burns or just lay down and cry at my worthless-ness.
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