I was born a boy, but from first memories was always thought to be a girl from strangers, I was short and small built, and had a girls build. I got razzed a lot in the lower grades at school, then starting freshman year I attended a different school. I didn't go out for sports, but attending gym was a required class, I got picked by the coach to be his assistant. Get the balls, matts, lifting weights, and stuff like that out, and returned to storage later in the day, and I got my pe credit. At times I was required to go to the shower room for different things, but I never took a shower. Things went well enough, I did get some razzing, but always wore jeans that fit looser, like relax fit, I hated them, but it helped. At home I wore tighter jeans, and I knew they showed off my girly build, but that's what I liked seeing when I looked in the mirror. I mowed several yards, and that's what I wore doing that, and I did get a lot of looks from the older guys that I mowed for. Anyway, senior year was just about over, the last day coach had me and 5 other boys pack a thousand chairs and tables into the gym from the storage shed across the street. It was warm, and when we finished they said lets shower and get the hell out of here, and they took me right along with them. In the shower room, I was told to quickly get undressed, I started to object, but ended up getting naked like they were. They took me right in with them and under the warm water, where four of them held me, and this one much bigger black classmate bent me over and fucked me. It wasn't my first time, and never with him, so I put up a good struggle knowing it wouldn't do any good, but at the same time not letting them know that I was wanting, and liking ever bit of it. When he got done they just let me go and headed for the dry off area making all kinds of remarks. The most embarrassing one was from this one kid that I called a friend, he said that looked just like last night at gramps when his walking horse stud bred my sisters Shetland pony mare. I attended graduation that night with the rest, nobody said anything, but I wondered how many other knew about it by then.