Suicidal freak.
Posted Jun 13, 2013 by anonymous | 265 views | 6 comments
okay so im 15 now and i have been diagnosed with depression, anxiety, bi-polar, schizophrenia, ADHD and seep deprivation. since grade 2 i was teased because im a midget and no matter what i was always the shortest through my primary school years. i'm 145cm short and i weigh 32kg. in year 6 i was teased for being 'fat' and ever since then i dont eat anything unless its dinner. and even then i cant finish my meal. year 6 is also when i started cutting. i have been addicted to cutting since i first started in year 6. in year 7 i thought things would get better but nothing did. i got bullied on even more for the most stupid and pointless reason, i got abused by my parents for the first time and i got beaten up at school frequently. no one did anything about it. year 8 i still got in fights and i was still bullied. but at the end of the year around the beginning of october i met the most amazing guy. his name is Jake. we got to know each other very well until february 21, 2012 when Jake asked me out. we have been dating ever since. and he is my definition of happiness. but we got caught smoking Marijuana at school (we're potheads :/ LONG STORY) and we both got expelled. we were told by the police that we couldnt go to the same school so we're working long distance now. we still see each other alot. although come to think about it. for 5 years i have been cutting and over all i have ATTEMPTED to committ suicide more than 30 times but i cant get it right. i think the reason for that is that im in love with Jake and i cant leave him but im not that sure. So thats like bits and pieces of my life story.
Commented Jun 17, 2013 by anonymous
kill yoself
Commented Jun 17, 2013 by anonymous
You're an ass. Go fuck yourself. You should be ashamed..telling someone that. He's reaching out for help. Grow up lowlife.
Commented Jun 16, 2013 by anonymous
if you were serious about putting yourself away it would have happened already.
Commented Jun 14, 2013 by anonymous
If you can't get it right killing yourself, mean you should get on with your life. Because resolved people always do things correctly and not 1/2 way shit. It's easier to blame the world then to take on the world. If Steven Hawking behave a cry baby, today nobody will know him as a genius 1st.
Commented Jun 14, 2013 by anonymous
kill yoself
Commented Jun 14, 2013 by Katieboo
I don't know exactly what you're going through but I was bulled in school and had depression for along time and a bad home life. I used to cut so i could be the one controlling my pain and have terrible scars from it. I cut a year ago and I almost died, I had to get 17 stitches and it's embarrassing. At this point I don't care what people think, but it does get better. I'm out of high school now and it's alot different. There are others out there going through the same thing ya just got to find them. Better hold onto jake he sounds like a keeper. I wish you the best of luck hun.