sucked in and used
Posted Nov 3, 2013 by anonymous | 585 views | 1 comments
rotting carcus structure I live in a house that is over 30 years old that belongs to my parents and the house is in desperate need for repairs and cleaning. Infact I have to say that I have never met such a dust bowl of a house as this one, because dust collects everywhere and not to mention there are very bad leaks, cracking and eroding of wood with mold and woodrot ... I have completely had this house! and my sister and father , and grandfather have wrecked most of it. I am disgusted ...they mess it I am left to clean it ! I was sexually abused and molested as a child for 10 years from the age of 5 and then raped... and I am so tired and broken down inside... with illnesses and all my relatives do is abuse me further. LIFES has its burdens bring me down I am so worried how I am going to get on when my parents die because just about all there investment money is gone and I am on a sickness/disability pension aged in my 40s with next to no money and no great work skills or work ability. the house is falling down and in a mess and I have no friends, no man, no kids, my body is breaking down with illness and I am worried what I am going to be left with in the end. A BUCKET FULL OF LONELY HEART ACHE TROUBLES. I feel old and not the fun loving happy spirit I was 25 years ago. ALL THE BABY SITTING AND HELPING MY YOUNGER BROTHER AND OLDER SISTER HAS NOT MADE THEM SUPPORT ME ANY... AND INFACT THEY ABUSED AND USED ME AND LEFT ME WITH A HEAP OF SHIT!!!
Commented Nov 7, 2013 by anonymous
You need to take the help of counseling for the further things up.