stupid choice
Posted Apr 24, 2012 by anonymous | 726 views | 1 comments
so it was my last week asmet he told me to come and i did i went with my friend meghan. well me meghan my friend and his brother were the last ones left at the graduatio. He asked me what i was doing tonight and i said nothing. he told me that there was a party and that i should go. i didnt want to go i knew aomething bad would happen. but guess what, i went. and it was the sterotypical highschool party. alcohol, weed, people i didnt know. anywho i started drinking and i met a guy. he was cute and we hung out for most of the night with another kid. well at one point in the night me and this kid were in a room by ourselves and we were drunk and started making out and before you know it we were having sex. i felt so bad when it was over. Its just not like me to go and do that. the next day i left. of course everyone knew. but i just thought you know these people are all graduated and i will never see these people again. when i went back to school for the last week in oneof my classes these girls kept looking at me and snickering. an hour later the guy texted me telling me theres a rumor going around about us that we had anal. i just wanted to commit suicide at that point. people ive never talked to were talking about me, staring at me. i hated life that week. i just never wish i went to that grad party at all. i really wish i was never friends with that kid. its just very sad to get made fun of for doing something like this when there is other girls who do the same thing but no one spreads rumors about them. i just want to cry when i talk about it.
Commented Apr 25, 2012 by anonymous
Don't listen to people whatever they say. Please focus on your career & study that will divert your mind from these things.