I am a lesbian who every day when I have to pee I hold it to get an orgasm. I think about my 9th grade teacher who I have secretly loved and had my heart broken by for 5 years now. I don't even know if she even has an inkling that I liked her anymore then a friend. A lot of my friends already know. That woman has put me through hell and back and I don't even know if she had a steady boy friend as long as I have known her or even if she is at all bi-sexual or what; or even if she has the slightest attraction towards me. I've gotten so secretly close to her, I met her mom and her dad, she gave me her number becase her other teacher friend gave me hers and I think she was a little jealous but still, I never really texted her though because she is just one of those people you worry you'll get on her nerves. I see her from time to time going back to my highschool. I am in college now trying to become a teacher since like forever. I have dreams that in 6 or so years I will be freshly working at my highschool and she will walk in to my class room, see how different I look as I will be older then and just Fall In Love with me from the first moment. I will see her and just be happy to give her a hug, and she would quickly let go, close the classroom door and turn off the lights. and then just ram me against my desk and fuck me right there. I get the most biggest orgasms ever and so hard they can go on for minutes and sometimes I even work up a mega sweat. My pelvic gets really tired and it's all because I create different senarios of us fucking. I sometimes use other people or have like three somes too, but mostly her. Wooh thanks for letting me say that. Oh yeah and my married 6th gade teacher who is a little bit more older then my 9th grade teacher who was the inspiration of my wanting to become a teacher, is actually a bit more attractive but apparenlty in my senior year she all ready had her way with one of her middle school kids... I remember when she would kiss me on my cheeks and near my mouth whenever I did something good. She would take me in the hall way or into her class room to do show affection. I was young and I liked it. I don't think she meant anything really about it but I fell in love with her too.