Struggle and Pain
Posted Dec 6, 2014 by Compton Crip | 110 views | 1 comments
It seems like everybody I come in contact with is either not all the way for me or completely against me. My day to day life is shit. It's so fucked up! In seventh grade I started popping pills to ease my pain. It worked but not good enough and when the high came down I was back in the same shit. I'm just so tired. Im tired of being stressed out! I'm stressed everyday! I'm so sick of people treating me like shit. Just about everybody treats me like shit! I can't think of anybody that doesn't. Why me?! It weakens my faith in God so much. I pray but he never says nothing back! I've been praying to him for so very long! Sometimes my prayers would be so deep. I would just vent and vent. Where was God?! Damn it! You people couldn't give not one fuck! I need a beer!
Commented Dec 6, 2014 by Compton Crip
Go ahead and do what you do! Tell me to kill my self. Trust me I've already tried!