
Straight A student
Posted Nov 21, 2014 by anonymous | 1074 views | 21 comments
Ugggggh.. I hate the fact im 16 and graduating, I kinda wish I didn't jump grades cause everyone looks at me weird... Like as if I'm a freak. I got 96% in bio 30, 98% in physics 30, 97% in math 30-1, 98% in English 30-1, and 91% in social 30-1... I've never experimented with any drugs or anything and my birthday just passed.. I can't take college courses until I'm 17 years old... That really sucks. I am not a virgin, but not by choice... Did that make sense? Well anyways... I'm pregnant. Such a tramp right? The first time and this happens... I worked too dang hard to get a good name... But 16 and pregnant? That can't happen :( man. I hate this, I have charged him but still... I'm having this baby. I don't believe in abortion and all that so idk what to do, and confessing it anonymously? Sure why not, I don't care anymore. One month left until I can graduate.. But still be a minor, oh boy.. My moms are going to freak out.. Huh... Life is a funny thing. Idek why I kept this a secret... It's killing me to lie. Just my luck... Graduating early on honor roll and then getting that situation happening and carrying a strangers baby... Messed up. Eh, I'm too young to be a mom... But I hope whoever chooses him takes care of him. He didn't ask for this to happen,,, if it wasn't me... Maybe another girl would've killed him, im having a son and won't be in his life.. But financially I can't take care of him... He deserves better... Right? Hopefully.
Commented Dec 5, 2014 by anonymous
I'm aware of this thank you very much :) I'm not looking to ruin any lives.. Because being pregnant and feeling the life inside my stomach really opened my eyes. My moms are super happy with my decision and helped me find some parents willing to adopt.. So all I'm really doing is looking for the perfect way to improve this baby's life.. And keeping him won't do much good. That is why I chose adoption. He can be someone else's lifelong miracle.
Commented Dec 5, 2014 by anonymous
Alberta Canada, and March 17th, 2015 :) I like knowing he'll go to a better home and not just put in the system. I found the parents who are going to adopt him.. They showed me where his nursery will be... From what I can tell, he'll be in good hands. They've been trying to have a baby for 9 years without any luck.
Commented Dec 5, 2014 by anonymous
I'm graduating early and because of my age.. Still got a year before I can even enroll in a general studies program.. So honestly, I'll have all the fun I want when I'm done school. After the holidays I'm done. :) thank you tho.. But I'd rather not remember much about high school. Goal to life: get as far away as possible
Commented Dec 4, 2014 by anonymous
where do you live and when is the young man due to arrive?
Commented Dec 2, 2014 by anonymous
Your focused on studying to much have fun in school if not you won't remember any of it.
Commented Nov 29, 2014 by anonymous
Wow! U r going thru so much...you are making the right choice, and should be so proud of urself. Ttyl bby gurl
Commented Nov 29, 2014 by anonymous
give it up for adoption or else u'lll ruin it's life and yours neither you or the baby are ready to be in each others lives :(
Commented Nov 27, 2014 by anonymous
You are very smart and doing the right thing.
Commented Nov 22, 2014 by anonymous
wow girl. u just made me smile. ur use of diplomacy is amazing. ur character gives me hope for the future. we need more ppl like u. keep it up baby girl. ull do great things
Commented Nov 22, 2014 by anonymous
Uncalled for Mr/Ms Keyboard warrior. But believe it or not, I know what it's like to have a tough life, I wouldn't want this baby to go through that. And really? I wanted it? Which is why I went to the police correct? Oh and let's not forget going to the Father and asking him what I should do... I got my shit in line, unlike you. Please, you don't know me only part of my situation. You need help... Help I can't give, go see a therapist. You'll never be happy in life if you're being negative to strangers online... You're so cool :) hopefully that helps you realize how dumb this remark of yours is... But God bless you, you need it :) oh and smile, be positive... Being so hostile will give you wrinkles and you'll never truly be happy.
Commented Nov 22, 2014 by anonymous
Thanks for this. But it's only the Internet and they're a keyboard warrior. Bored with their life.. So they get joy out of saying stupid things. I know what I'm doing and know better than to get hurt and upset over a comment on the Internet :) but I appreciate this. (y)
Commented Nov 21, 2014 by anonymous
the one stupid fuck that had to say some dumb shit like that. really man? uncalled for, idk if ur feeling inadequate or powerless but get ur shit straight. TO THE STRONG LIL GIRL WHO IS TRYNA MAKE THE WISEST CHOICE DESPITE WHAT EVERYONE THINKS, I BELIEVE UR ALOT WISER THAN MOST, AND I HAVE NO DOUBT U WILL GO FAR IN LIFE. DONT LISTEN TO CRITICISM OR HATE, DONT LET ANYONE SWAY UR JUDGEMENT. UR PROBABLY STRONGER THAN U REALISE. KEEP IT UP BABY GIRL! I apologize for the caps, it was simply for u to focus on the positive message in my comment.
Commented Nov 21, 2014 by anonymous
I bet you wanted that cum in your cunt, bitch. You would not have gotten pregnant unless you wanted it.
Commented Nov 21, 2014 by anonymous
Thank you! My mom doesn't see it that way though... She sees it as me giving up a baby for my own benefit.. But like that other comment, im still a kid myself. I can't be a mom.. It'll be too hard, and the last thing I want this baby to go through is a hard life. Because I went through that, barely able to get by... That's why I put all I have into education because I know that when it is time to have kids, I'll be ready and be able to give them everything I couldn't have. And in all honesty... This baby deserves the best. And at this time... I'm not it. I understand that.
Commented Nov 21, 2014 by anonymous
I know it'll be hard... But I have to see him. I know I'm going to give him up... I can't not see him though. I'm giving him up not because I hate him... But because it will benefit HIS life.. I can't imagine hating him though, like I have a baby inside me and he didn't ask for any of this to happen. Babies are miracles, just not right now. I'm not going to be selfish and say I want him back when I get to hold him... Because I know whoever he ends up with will love him endlessly... It won't be easy but it'll be doable
Commented Nov 21, 2014 by anonymous
You should be proud of yourself. To give your baby up for adoption is a hard thing but you know it is the right choice for both of you. I am proud of you many girls cant make that decision. He will go to a good home. I wish all the best for you. You my Dear are a very brave girl. Don't be so down on yourself for being a straight A student. I wish I was. You take care now. Please keep us updated. I know your gonna be fine.
Commented Nov 21, 2014 by anonymous
You're a brave gal, you have my admiration and respect. Hope you do some amazing stuff.
Commented Nov 21, 2014 by anonymous
I bet your an amazing girl, I would love to have someone like you as my wife! So beautiful, smart and I would love to be dad to your, our children. I would help you all I can
Commented Nov 21, 2014 by anonymous
Its for the best to give the child up for adoption. Nobody seems to realize but a lot of rape victims grow to hate their children and not even realize they do. Its a difficult situation. You are very smart and very mature about this but I am going to say one horrible thing. C-section is best. Less pain and 3 day recovery. That's not the bad part....bad part is that you need to refuse seeing him as soon as he is born. You may think you can give him away but a huge explosion of emotions as soon as you see a child you birthed and you can't let go as soon as you touch it. Trust me I've been there. I'm a happy mother today (daughter was from a rape just FYI) but I was completely ready to give her up. She melted my heart as soon as I held her.
Commented Nov 21, 2014 by anonymous
agreed
Commented Nov 21, 2014 by anonymous
You're a incredibly smart girl (y) keep it up. And it's a good thing what you're doing for that unborn baby... A woman who can't have children will adore him, im sure. Babies are precious and you're still a kid.. So it's understandable and as for peopel being that way... They're jealous. People always think the losers ones are the smartest and you're proving them wrong... I don't know if anyone told you or either of your moms (no judgement) ... But congratulations and be proud to be where you are today:)