SO IM 21 FEMALE AND IM ADDICTED TO SEX. I STARTED AT 3. MY VIRGINITY WAS STONLEN FROM. I WAS MOLESTED. AS A LITTLE GIRL FROM 3-9 YRS OLD MY COUSIN AND I USED TO "PLAY HOUSE" HIM MALE 4 YRS OLDER THAN ME. HE WOULD ALWAYS WANT TO "PLAY" 24/7. WHEN EVER WE WERE LEFT ALONE HE WAS PULLING MY PANTIES DOWN AND TOUCHING AND HUMPING ME. AT FIRST I WAS AFRAID AND NEVER WANTED TO THEN HE REASSURED ME THAT IT WAS NORMAL AND THAT ALL COUSINS PLAY THIS GAME AND NEVER TELL ANYONE,, AT FIRST IT WAS JUST DRY HUMPING KISSING AND TOUCHING FOR AWHILE UNTIL ONE DAY MY AUNTIES HUSBAND . HE BABY SAT US.. WALKED IN ON US. HE THEN INSTRUCTED ME TO PULL MY PANTIES DOWN AND TOLD MY COUSIN TO GET ON TOP OF ME AND DO WHAT WE WERE DOING BEFORE BUT HE TOLD MY COUSIN TO GET INSIDE THAT TIGHT LITTLE PUSSY. THE 1ST TIME I FELT A PENIS INSIDE ME WAS WEIRD I BUT I LIKED IT. I COULD TELL HE DID TOO.. MY COUSINS 7 YR OLD PENIS WAS NOW INSIDE ME AND MY AUNTIES HUSBAND MY SO CALLED "UNCLE" PENIS WAS JERKING OFF. THIS BECAME OUR "LITTLE SECRET GAME" HE TOLD US NOT TO TELL ANYONE BECAUSE WE COULD NEVER HAVE THIS MUCH FUN ANYMORE IF WE WERE FOUND OUT AND I COULD NO LONGER SEE MY FAVORITE BIG COUSIN AGAIN SO WE NEVER TOLD. THE GAME CONTINUED THAT WAY UNTIL I WAS 6.. THEN MY UNCLE HOWEVER BUILT UP THE COURAGE TO FINALLY CHANGE THE GAME. HE ASKED US TO PLAY WITH HIS PENIS I DIDNT WANT TO IT WAS TO BIG I PREFERED MY COUSINS TO MY UNCLE I ASSUMED IT WOULD HURT. HE ASKED IF HE COULD BE INSIDE ME AND I SAID NO AND HE ACCEPTED THAT AND MY COUSIN THAN BEGAN TO SUCK MY UNCLES DICK AS IF THEY HAVE BEEN IN A MONOGAMOUS RELATIONSHIP FOR YEARS.... I WATCHED UNTIL MY UNCLE CAME IN MY COUSINS MOUTH. MY UNCLE NEVER TOUCHED ME OR ASKED FOR ME AGAIN THE GAME TURNED INTO THEM FUCKING EACHOTHER WHILE I WATCHED OR PLAYED WITH MY SELF.. THE GAME STOPPED WHEN WE MOVED OUT OF STATE WHEN I WAS 7. WHEN WE MOVED BACK I WAS 15. I WAS EXCITED TO SEE MY COUSIN MY PUSSY GOT WET JUST THINKING ABOUT HIM SO WHEN WE FINALLY SAW EACHOTHER IT WAS BAD..I KNEW IT WAS WRONG IT HAD TO BE BECAUSE HE WAS MY COUSIN... AND I WAS OLD ENOUGH TO REALIZE HE MOLESTED ME BUT FOR SOME RESAON I WANTED TO FUCK HIM ANYWAY SOOO BADLY.. WE FUCKED EACHOTHER LIKE NO BODY ELSES BUSINESS... MY PUSSY WAS SORE RAW AND I KNOW HE TORN SOMETHING BUT I DIDNT CARE.. I CAME 5 TIMES HE CAME 9. YES I COUNTED . HE TOLD ME MY PUSSY WAS GROWN NOW AND I WAS THE BEST FUCK HE EVER HAD .. .. I LAUGHED AND KISSED HIM I FELT LIKE I WAS IN LOVE.. .WE BOTH KNEW IT WAS WRONG AND WE AGREED THAT IT WOULD BE THE LAST TIME EVER!! AND WE NEVER SPEAK OF IT AGAIN ... WHEN I SAW MY UNCLE I ASKED IF HE REMEMBERED AND CAN WE TALK ABOUT IT AND HE TOLD ME SHUT THE FUCK UP BITCH OR I'LL KILL YOU.. AND I'LL NEVER SPOKE OF IT AGAIN. IM GETTING UPSET JUST TYPING THIS SO IM JUST GOING TO GET TO THE POINT.. NOW THAT IM 21 I RFLECT ON THE PAST I KNOW IT WAS WRONG Y DIDNT I TELL MY PARENTS THEY WHERE LOVING CARING AND UNDERSTANDING AND I STILL HAVENT TOLD THEM TIL THIS DAY AND I DONT UNDERSTAND Y... SINCE THEN I LOVE SEX ALL THE TIME EVERYWHERE EVERYDAY. I MASTERBATE WHENEVER I GET A CHANCE AND I WATCH PORN 24/7 AS A FEMALE I FEEL LIKE IM A SLUT BECAUSE I WANT TO DO IS FUCK. I LOVE TOFUCK MEN AND WOMAN I DONT CARE ABOUT ANYTHING SOME TIMES ALL LONG AS I CUM... ITS BAD.. I HAVE THIS THEORY ITS BECAUSE I WAS MOLESTED.. AND I HAVE BEEN HAVING SEX EVER SINCE THEN BUT IM NOT FOR SURE.. CAN ANYONE RELATE OR GIVE ADVICE?...