Still stuck
Posted Feb 25, 2012 by Blkdiamond71 | 273 views | 0 comments
Lord please forgive me!! I'm sooo angry and so hurt that I keep searching for things to satisfied my carnal flesh.... I have been married 3 times and the moment I sence something wrong I dnt hasitate to cheat.... My mentality is if they do it so will I..... I have to honestly admit God I have never, ever been faithful to them or to myself and God not even to u!!!!! I'm sorry.... I have put my job b for my family I have put my friends needs bfor my kids and family.... I am so messed up!!!! I have been fighting this phonography Internet easy acces silliness and thinking is ok Bcuz am not doing it with other people but it's still wrong and I know and I am sorry.... And finally been separated from my husband for over 3 years Bcuz of wht he did and yet I'm still trying to start other relationships instead of just filing for divorce..... Lord please help me...... Help me to let go of all this pain and anger I feel towards my first ex and help me to grow and learn to let things go..... Help me lord to stop trying to he on to my past am that way I some how can show to them that I am ok and I have made it. When in reality I am a total mess and making It it is to far frm the truth..... I have held to much anger and my life has turned this way because of it PLEASE LORD CORGIVE ME!!!!! HELP ME DO BETTER HELP ME B HE PEARSON U CREATED ME TO B COME J TO MYLIFE AND FORGIVE ME FOR ALL THE WRONG INHAVE DONE IN JESUS NAME AMEN!
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