
still in love with him, even when he has forgotten all about me
Posted Dec 12, 2012 by anonymous | 260 views | 3 comments
there's a guy name cody, and he is just the most beautiful guy i ever met. he surfs, he dances, he acts like a gentleman. i suffer from ptsd due to a past relationship. and i thought about ending my life, before i did anything he messaged me, and told me he thought about me and missed me. that day he pretty much saved my life, for awhile we flirted and then we ended up telling each other we liked each other, we didn't date because of my past relationship and i wasn't ready and he wasn't ready either but we both would flirt and tease. finally i got ready to date and he tells me that he loved another girl while we were flirting. i noticed the look in his eyes when he stared at her, and he never gave me that look. so i balled up all my emotions and said "cody...maybe we should just stay friends...you are happier with her and i don't want to ruin that for you. i'm in love with you but i'm letting you go." he hugged me and said "she's nothing but heartach, but you are so sacirficing and kind, i hope to find a girl like you." he kissed my forehead and walked away. and under my breathe i said "no...you just wish SHE was like me..." and i cried alittle but i didn't let him see. he then promised that me and him would stay friends and talk like always, but he failed to mention that i would be the only one who keep the promise...one time i was only on his side of town and i need help so i called him. "i would love to but i can't leave the house" later i find out that 20 minutes after i called, his little redhead heartach called asking if he could take her to a concert and pay for her and her brother and bring them home, and a hot skip and a jump he was out the door...just shows two people can fall in love, just doesn't mean they were meant to be. there is never a day i don't think about him, i fell in love with my superhero...he fell in with the redheaded harlet...i have a boyfriend and i love him to death, but cody...cody is the one guy i'll never forget. don't fall for the superheros, they arn't that super at the end
Commented Dec 13, 2012 by anonymous
i've tried...he apparently doesn't have time for me anymore
Commented Dec 13, 2012 by anonymous
You need to contact again & try to reinstate the relationship with him.
Commented Dec 12, 2012 by anonymous
awww :( the same thing happened to me. I'm still in love with my ex. he's perfect in every way and he told me he still has feelings for me and always will but he's really flirtatious and I get jealous too easy :/