Still in love & thus Lonely
Posted Mar 2, 2011 by anonymous | 73 views | 0 comments
I was seeing this guy. I loved him so much. The nicer I got, the more obnoxious he became. He got in my head and played games. I broke up with him in Feb. We last argued in June. I am so dumb, I still love him. Still care about him. He is the guy I wanted to do everything with in life. I'm a virgin and I have been waiting. I wanted to sleep with him. I wanted everything with him. I got used to talking to him everyday. I miss him. No other guy compares. I loved his mind and body. Nobody else has the spark, the energy, the wit. OK. He was lazy... he is obsessively clean, he put me down, someday he was going to hit me... How can I be so dumb? I'm not completely stupid, I cut things off and I don't see him but I want to see him. So dumb. It's August!!!! Why can't I find someone else? I met a guy last week... such a jerk. I'm beautiful, smart, disease-free!! Good grief. Sometimes, I want to just cuddle up with the guy that sits next to me on the bus. I get no touching, no comfort, no contact from anybody. Not even my cat... cause he is shy. Lonely, beautiful nice girl who is sad.
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