Still in love
Posted Mar 2, 2011 by anonymous | 112 views | 0 comments
Nikos. Are you still awake? I know you. You are probably still up. I wonder, do you have a new girlfriend? You are so difficult, I can't imagine that you do. I would like to think that you and Amber are a couple. I don't want you to be sad or alone. How are things? Did you finally get a job? It worried me so much. I was paying attention. What kind of person only just graduates...? And what kind of person can't get a job for so many months? I felt sorry for you. I loved you anyway. I many ways, I am glad that you pushed me away like you did. Oh..... but it hurt and it still hurts. How could you do that? How could you say I was old? You said it was a joke. Why? It made me feel so worthless. I'm not old. So many people think I'm attractive. It was just stupid and cruel. I put up with you, trusted you. Loved you. Do you understand how many problems you have? I do. I loved you anyway. I wish I could find you again, in 5 years and all the things I love about you are still there. But, all the nasty, warped things about you disappear into the ether. I loved you. :-(
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