I'm a 16 year old guy and I have a neighbor who is 15. I grew up with her and I've always had a crush on her. One day I decided to tell her and she said she thinks of me as a brother. So I realized she would never like me, but I wanted more. So one night my dad was sick and I knew he wouldn't come in my room for anything so I snuck out and went over to her house. All the lights were off in the house except for her moms room and the bathroom, I seen her mom was in her bed reading so that meant she was in the bathroom. I went by the bathroom window and heard music playing and the shower running. So I waited maybe ten minutes until she came out wearing nothing of course and I seen everything. And I watched her get dressed in a pair of panties and a tank top, then she went to bed. I decided I would sneak into her house and take a few pics of her while she was sleeping. Like I said we grew up together so I just so happened to know of a window that didn't lock and had no screen on it. I waited until her mom fell asleep and snuck in. I went into her room using the home screen on my phone to see. I pulled the blankets off her and she didn't even move, so I decided I could touch her. I started to feel her tits but she stirred a little bit. So I waited a little while and stuck my hand down her panties and started fingering her pussy. I decided it'd be easier if her panties were off so I tried to take them off, but she started to stir again. So I waited a little while but I didn't use my light to see just incase she was awake so I was feeling for anybody part so I knew where she was and I just barely touched her leg and she started to sit up. So I snuck out of her room and just when I did she turned on her flashlight on her phone, thank god I left the door open to get out fast. I decided that was enough for one night and went home. Every now and then I would sneak over there and watch her get dressed and stuff. One day I thought it'd be a good idea to go in the morning, because her mom had already left for work. So I did and I waited till she got up and when she did I looked through her window and she was looking through the window also and she saw me and asked what I was doing, I just hid beside the house. I decided I would have to talk to her about it so I went and knocked on the door. As I was waiting I felt sick to my stomach, and then she finally answered the door and I asked her if we could talk. She said yes and I walked inside, I told her I had been spying on her and I was really sorry and for her to please not tell anybody. She shrugged it off and said she wouldn't. The thing that sucks though is that I'm crazy for her best friend and we would always hangout together at her house but now I don't think I can because it would be awkward between me and this girl. If anybody has any suggestion that would be cool, but I just had to tell somebody.