Sometimes I just want to disappear.
Posted Jul 3, 2013 by anonymous | 193 views | 4 comments
At times, I feel so empty and lonely. Sometimes, I just want to stay in my dreams: be whoever I want to be, do impossible things, travel through the imaginary lands. Don't get me wrong; my life isn't that bad. I have a good family (though my dad is always busy with work and when he's stressed out, he usually takes it on me/and my mom on the other hand doesn't understand how I and my dad think), I'm in my first relationship (though sometimes I feel as if he doesn't care about me), and friends, well, I guess. In the outside, I don't show my feelings. What if everyone started to hate me for being whiney and clingy? I guess I'm just afraid of being left out. I tell myself constantly to suck it up and stop being a baby. I don't really care much about anything anymore. What if I died tomorrow? Would anyone miss me? It wouldn't really matter. Happiness is just a temporary fantasy. I guess My depression is back again. I'm just too much of a sensitive person. I'm not saying I'm the victim here. I just simply wanted to let my thoughts out.
Commented Jul 13, 2013 by anonymous
You mean RIGHT not WRITE. lol
Commented Jul 4, 2013 by anonymous
Di-sapper won't solve out your problem. You need to face out the problems write away.
Commented Jul 3, 2013 by anonymous
I feel the same way
Commented Jul 3, 2013 by anonymous
Don't be so hard on your self. If you would die tomorrow I would miss you. Everyone would miss you. We all love you you are beautiful!