Sometimes...
Posted Dec 6, 2011 by anonymous | 416 views | 0 comments
Sometimes, well maybe more than sometimes, I wonder if I am good enough, if I am worth all the effort and sleepless nights I am putting in to make my dreams become reality, I have heard it is worth it, but what if in the end it isn't? and Everthing I ever wanted, I already have with the amazing people I have in my life?? I miss sleep, and making friends, and seeing friends, and playing wii, and some nights I wish there more hours, but I know what I would do with them, I would keep working, and in the end feel as if I had still yet to get enough accomplished to get me ahead, and realize that I was once again not going to get enough sleep. Then I see the little things, like pictures of my friends, or the drawing my five year old neighbor made me, and they remind me, that the good things I have can only get better, because I have people that love and support me and will help me get where I need to go with my life, and that things will work out, even if it doesn't seem like it now through my foggy haze of brainless, sleep deprivation. Some how, Sometime, it HAS to work, because there is no other choice, there is no way that this will all just be some grand waste of time, because I won't let it.
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