Something true and sad.
Posted Apr 7, 2014 by anonymous | 353 views | 8 comments
I fainted today. And it kinda felt pleasant. Not having too many thoughts in my head. The same way it feels when i have a drink,although i dont drink much in general. Its so hard for me to not control my thoughts,or not drive myself crazy with thoughts(most of them silent) when i am conscious and it felt like a strange relief not having to control them,like giving in to something stronger than me,was eventually pleasant. I know it must sound really sad but I just wanted to share this. Does anyone relate?
Commented Apr 11, 2014 by anonymous
i am thinking about it. meanwhile you should consider getting some help with judging people you don't know.
Commented Apr 10, 2014 by anonymous
stop being cheap & seek professional help
Commented Apr 10, 2014 by anonymous
thank you for sharing... i think many people feel the same way. i really hope life surprises you in the best of the ways and that you find balance and peace in your heart... that's what i am trying to do.. i also feel like sharing and talking about things can be very relieving and it's important to try and help ourselves,one way or the other. :)
Commented Apr 9, 2014 by anonymous
I sometimes go into a deep sleep and then feel upset when I wake up. Life can be stressful. It can be scary to. If your not always on top of things you will fall in the trenches of society. I have to stress about making my rent, holding a job, making sure i'm not too busy for my friends and family. Keeping my girlfriend happy. Making sure the gas tank is full. I'm far from rich, actually I am poor. So I have to push myself even harder than others, So when I get moments of peace like a deep sleep, sure I don't wanna wake up again to the chaos.
Commented Apr 8, 2014 by anonymous
interesting sentence.could you elaborate?
Commented Apr 8, 2014 by anonymous
You must be either true or sad.
Commented Apr 8, 2014 by anonymous
i dont know, it was it the middle of the day, hadnt slept and eaten well and i suddenly felt unwell,dizzy and before I knew it I was on the floor.
Commented Apr 7, 2014 by anonymous
Why did you faint?