
Something must be wrong with me...
Posted Jul 4, 2012 by Batcatcher16 | 587 views | 2 comments
My name is Yasmin. I have been raped, severely manipulated, physically, verbally and sexually abused, been threatened with the loss of my family’s life as well as my own, been literally messed around with in my head, had attempts by another person on my life, attempted suicide, committed self-harm, attempted bulimia and anorexia, cried every day and had my emotions used (part of the manipulation as stated before), and unwelcomely connected to demons, angels and ghosts, which were mostly out to get me. All because of one boyfriend. Sometimes I feel empty inside, like I have no emotions. I also get hold and cold with the guy I'm dating at the moment. He's super nice but there are times where I'll be crazy about him and like him a loooooooot and then there are times when I can't stand him and feel nothing at all. This is what happened before I broke up with my previous boyfriend, who did the above things. It's like something's wrong with me! And that's not even half of what happened because of that guy. I'm only fifteen for eff sake. But anyway, that's one confession off my chest.
Commented Jul 5, 2012 by Batcatcher16
I don't have any evidence that the guy raped me though. Thanks for your support :)
Commented Jul 5, 2012 by anonymous
It's really bad happen with you. You have to claim for rape against rapist. And try to forget your past life. Make new friend circle. Hope you will feel better.