So sick of it
Posted Jan 23, 2012 by anonymous | 424 views | 3 comments
I hate parenting. I don't even like my kids. They are out of control and they clog up my life with so much bullshit. I try to spend as little time with them as possible even though I know that is making it worse and that is still a big hunk of my time. I'd rather be fucking my boyfriend than making dinner and I wish I could fast forward through the next 8 years. Wish they were someone else's problem for once so I don't have to deal with all their crap on my own. I lie and tell my boyfriend that my friend is watching them so I can leave most nights and go have sex. I don't want to even try anymore, I think the only reason I am still raising them and trying is because of how people would look at me if I got them taken away or if I gave them up. Who would fucking take them anyways? But I could not stand the scorn of my friends who actually enjoy their children.
Commented Feb 8, 2012 by anonymous
i would get help i lived life with bad parenting and it sucks!
Commented Jan 24, 2012 by newday55
I agree with the first commenter. Please get help now. These kids deserve a parent who loves them completely and would do anything for them. You need to give them a better life and if giving them up does that so be it.
Commented Jan 23, 2012 by anonymous
you need help. seek counseling or a support group to help you deal with the opposing demands on your life. For real though...get some help