So fucking lost
Posted Aug 22, 2013 by anonymous | 323 views | 7 comments
I wish I was never raped. Not even for my sake tho... For his. He would've been my first and only unless we parted ways. Its my 4yr ann. with my bf coming up and I just want out. I love him so much but I was raped last winter and went on a sex with randoms binge after to try and regain something in me... I could never tell him. He wouldn't have understood what I was going through. But he loves me so much. Our lives are weaved around each other. He's my bestfriend. I truly do love him but I'm scared the longer we stay together, the more he'll consider wanting to marry me. I live a lie every day, but I couldn't push the lie that far...
Commented Aug 25, 2013 by anonymous
You didnt deserve what happened to you and I hope it works out for you.
Commented Aug 24, 2013 by anonymous
tell him what happened to you, tell him everything. he deserves to know. if he can't understand, he is NOT the person for you. trust me babygirl. I was raped when I was 14 by three guys I knew we had all been friends before it happened. I did the same EXACT thing until I was about 19 & I met the guy who would love me unconditionally. I told him everything there was to tell and he loved me still. tell him. you'll feel better without secrets holding you back.
Commented Aug 24, 2013 by anonymous
ignore these fucking wankers. youre none of those things, its not your fault. try your best to move on, if you must confess, confess about the rape, not what you did afterward. some things are best left unsaid.
Commented Aug 23, 2013 by anonymous
Take my asshole too
Commented Aug 23, 2013 by anonymous
You're whoring yourself out, bitch. Let me have some of that pussy.
Commented Aug 22, 2013 by anonymous
you're a bitch
Commented Aug 22, 2013 by anonymous
You enjoyed it. I know I was there doing it.