smoking....
Posted Mar 2, 2011 by anonymous | 116 views | 0 comments
i am a smoker. i am 14. i smoke pot, and cigarettes. before i get in too deep i want out. i dont wanna be like that. i wanna be happy when i get older. i also made a drug pass. my first and last. people found out and i got into trouble. i lost 3 valued friends. and it hurt. they want nothing to do with me, and i felt like i was unwanted. i know im wanted now, by God. he loves me. and i love him. i wanna stop my pain and struggle. i wanna be free. and i want to be able to believe in something and someone.=[ i felt cold and alone. and the hate stares were endless. and still going on. friends pressure me. i wanna resist temptation. my best friend is tumbling too only she doesnt care to realize. i told her. and i showed her what i wanna be. she still says shes fine with my choice but that means i have to be fine with hers. i am not fine with it...i love her. shes like my blood. i dont wanna see her on the streets later in life selling coke or something. i need her to know me later on too. i need to keep in touch with her, and we cant do that if she is in prison or something for something stupid like that. like i said i love her. and i wanna save her too. i smoke, i drink, i sneak out, i disobey, i sold, and in the end i lost.
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