A couple years ago my neigbor/ close friend and I had began to fight over everything. eventually we ended our friendship very fucked up. I had a feeling it was because the guy she crushed on had taken a strong liking to me, The chemistry was obvious, but even as EX friends, he was off limits reguardless. I didnt pay him any mind. Years go by with only small convos. Though they never really were an "item" she got pregnant by him . Both still very young, He stepped up and His daughter has since been his everything. But "Love" as teen love usually does when its sustained because of the Children, long began to fade . . . Today I decide to walk to pick up some papers. Omw I see Him and his cousin They offered to take me down there and then invited me with them to go roll up eat and w.e.. I didnt see what the harm was it was only 9 am and it had only been 5 years since she and I were friends. Right? Plus she did me dirty in our friendship. The whole time there was a hidden tension between us his attractive features, the gentleman qualities, That smile;), the (on going) admiration of my beauty ... he was perfect . We layed down rolled Ls and just passed the time talking about the past . Didnt kiss but he touched my lower back and face with extreme caress & unrequested massages . we kept our distance still the tension was building. He wanted me but he was too smooth to just attack! It was almost as if he really just wanted to "woo" me and nothing else . He talked about how beautiful I was when Id least expect it and how he always would say it to himself everytime our eyes would met. What I deserved to him was all that and more. Before we left' I asked him what life would be like if we had tooken different routes, He simply replied "Even w/ regrets, Life is never over, It cant be, because Im still trying to remember why I ever convinced my self that this wasnt love from the start" The Forbidden fruit always tastes sweetest... And Sleeping with The Enemy('s) EX may only be the beggining of a love long lost. Fate is enevitable