sick and tired of being a terrible person
Posted Apr 2, 2012 by anonymous | 408 views | 2 comments
i have a son who is 6 and his mother and i have not been together since he was about 2. i am so ashamed of my life that i make up excuses to not see him. my gf is sick and tired of me not attemping to make anything of myself that she is on the brink of leaving our 3 year relationship. i am completely able to be a succesful but i'm too much of a pussy to take the steps needed to do so. i ride a motorcycle and i find myself wishing that a vehicle would crash into me and end my life. i feel like i have nothing to offer to anyone.
Commented Apr 2, 2012 by anonymous
Have a positive approach in life. Try to regain your lost relationship.
Commented Apr 2, 2012 by anonymous
Well congratulations, you're not making excuses for being a lazy, worthless good for nothing. That puts you aheaqd of most of the rest of the people on here. Kudos to you. So now what are you going to do about it? Might I suggest that instead of aiming for successful, you try for just being competant at being an adult first? Find a job, any job, stick at it while you figure out what you really want. Share a house until you feel able to handle the responsibilty of renting your own place. And lose the girlfriend. If She isn't willing to stick by you and support you, then she isn't worth it. Baby steps my friend, baby steps... and good luck.