I have been wanting to fuck every girl I see, I don't know what to do I love my wife. She is everything to me, she even does things I didn't think she would do sexually and enjoys them. I have been trying to find a hobby (wood working) something to keep my mind occupied. I have several girls at work I flirt with regularly, one in particular I wouldn't mind having a relationship with. At times I feel like a crap because of the way I feel about this sexual obsession, it's like I want them all, all the time. Perhaps it stems from sexual frustration growing up never succumbing to my carnal urges until I was 20 yrs old. I have even have thoughts about my cousins daughter, she is 18 yrs old beautiful mixed race girl black and Mexican. She was a curious kid growing up, I have even kept her a couple of times she was around 5 or 6 yrs old, when I would get out of the shower she would be peeking around the corner. I took special care not to show anything. Now she' s all grown up look's like the chick from TLC, Chilly, she play's around with me here and there nipple twisters stuff like that slight playful insults. I felt her up a little one day and almost immediately wanted her right there. I find myself thinking of her now and then even more so than the girl's I work with, accept one that flirts with me constantly I truely think she wants a friends with benefits type thing. I would like to be a good man. I don't know if it is sexual addiction I have to masturbate at least 5 to 7 times a day to keep sane. My wife knows that I have these thought's constantly the (sexually thoughts) not the ones about other women or my cousin. And she tries to do things for my fellatio, even ejaculating though fucking her titties she like this, when it is not so long. But I digress, the point is I want to be loyal to my wife I love her but this sexual obsession is out of control. As I am typing this I am at work and this beautiful named Rebecca walks by she is stunning, and all I can think about is how she tastes what it would be like to fuck her in her mouth, pussy, and ass. I have often wondered how many other people have the same thoughts I can not be the only one. I have also thought about in biblical times there was a marriage to many women or concubines as opposed to one, and how it came to be that man could only have one wife. I do not wish to demean a women existence, anger anyone, or justify any action but there are times when even a women could use the help of another women around the house or with children.