Self-worth...
Posted Apr 27, 2011 by anonymous | 551 views | 4 comments
My confession is that I'm angry that I have not found the courage to stand up for myself. I've been bullied all of my life and now that I'm a young adult, I have a hard time even making eye contact with people. I also have a hard time saying the word "no" when I don't want others touching my nice gadgets and because of this, I've had my stuff given back to me dirty or broken. I fear confrontation like the plague because I feel that I am weak and cannot fend off an attack; I'll get my butt kicked. Push me far enough, though and I have been known to lash out and can get...nasty but I'm usually timid. I am also, for some reason, not afraid to tell my sister, who's only 2 years younger than me, to go jump off of a bridge when she upsets me. I want to one day be able to look people - strangers, co-workers and family members alike - in the eye and not be afraid, to have the power to command respect. I want to be able to say, "No, you may not play my PSP Go or use my laptop. End of story." without my voice cracking and my body shaking.
Commented Aug 30, 2011 by anonymous
Get a fucking gun !
Commented Apr 28, 2011 by anonymous
start being selfish, fuck everyone else!
Commented Apr 27, 2011 by anonymous
You've reached a point where you now know what you want and what you don't want. I commend you for wanting to be stronger. May I suggest that you consult with a life coach? They can do wonders to help your mindset and help get you to the place where you want to be. Being confident has nothing to do with physical stature. Its all about impressions and confidence. I hope you get where you need to be soon! Good luck!
Commented Apr 27, 2011 by anonymous
hey practice, in front of the mirror, first with yourself, then with strangers and then you will be ready to do what you dream of