Secretly Gay "/
Posted May 29, 2013 by anonymous | 387 views | 4 comments
Ever since I was in the 4th grade I've had this extreme attraction towards men. Due to the fact that I was still young I disregarded my feelings. Now that I'm in 11th grade and I realize that now I'm completely gay with no conscience limitations, I've been searching around for love from another man without revealing my sexuality. There's this ONE boy that I feel so weird around, I really like him, I have NO idea if he's straight or not, his sexuality has been questioned before by a 12th grader but I'm not sure if he's gay. Every time I see him and talk to him, this smile comes across his face. I don't know what the smile is referring to so I don't pursue it any further. I have this delusional fantasy that he'll confess his love for me but I know that's not realistic. I'm graduating next year and I'm scared of leaving school without talking to him and telling him how I feel. I'm so scared that if I disclose my feelings to him, he'll possibly tell my business to other people and that is definitely something I'm trying to avoid. I'll come out when I want to come out on my own terms if I should ever choose to come out. Anyway, I just really want to find another man to love me because I'm so tired of being lonely.
Commented Jun 22, 2013 by anonymous
Seriously? YOU'RE a cunt ! Dump YOUR ass in an AIDS infested swamp !
Commented May 29, 2013 by anonymous
its "your", you illiterate CUNT
Commented May 29, 2013 by anonymous
I have the same with a girl in my class and we're juniors. She's so beautiful... She's talented, her eyes sparkle, and she has this gorgeous smile that gets me all fluffy inside. I really want to hold her in my arms, wanting to see what it's like to kiss her. Just once. But, I'm scared of rejection. I'm with you there, buddy.
Commented May 29, 2013 by anonymous
I'm in a VERY situation with you... I'm a junior and I really like this guy but idk what his orientation is and I'm scared to ask... I just wish there was a way I could at least date him... or ultimately fuck him (or he fuck me)... I'd really love it.