wait until you meet somebody you feel comfortable enough discussing this with and they are willing to be patient with you.

something bad happened over 10 years ago so now you can get pussy? maybe you should try for a guy then. might be more your speed.

I was molested when I was 7 until I was 12 by my baby sitter im 22 now and never had sex I am a very horny person but im just afraid to have sex cause im still a virgin some times I wish he just fucked me instead of just playing with me

violent mute means in this instance that it was physically forced verses you agreeing until after like happens most of the time in rape cases. if you always said no then it was rape. if you said no after you saw the videos or heard people talking about it then it's not rape your just a lying whore.

You're a whore who needs to be ass raped and beaten to death.

Only one way to find out how you'll react...

It was the past. Just forget about it.

my bf was 16. its wasn't 'violent' because he didn't really leave much marks

was it a violent rape or rape because you were 14 and your bf of 2 years turned 18?

be sure it's with the right person that knows about your delicate state and it will go fine. my last 3 gfs were raped at some point some very soon before we became a couple. I've learned to move slow talk softly but not whisper and to keep the lights on.

My friend was raped and she now enjoys rough sex, she fantasises about it :s maybe it how she copes. Just be a dirty little slut and fuck it away

thanks.. my partner just doesn't even want to try because she doesn't want to deal with the possibility of me just breaking down..

You could confide in the other person. tell them what happened. if this person loves you then he/she will understand and not take it personal if you react strangely. but its very important that your partner understands your past and why you would react a certain way, that it's not your partners fault.