Saying "I love you" & being vulnerable
Posted Aug 22, 2012 by anonymous | 510 views | 2 comments
I don't do vulnerable or scared well. I know my boyfriend would never hurt me and wants me to be put first but worries and the fears that another nice guy I care about will change and become an ugly mistake keep coming up. I love how he makes me feel and I love who I am with him but I don't know if I love him. He says he loves and I don't want to talk about my thoughts on love and all because that could mess it all up. I should realize how hard it is for me to be okay in a relationship before i'm in one that I love. I may have ruined my friendship with his sister by starting to date him at all. I feel like the world is crashing down on me and I can't help myself at all. I feel so alone in it and I can't feel better.I feel closed in.
Commented Sep 13, 2012 by anonymous
Fell out of bed felieng down. This has brightened my day!
Commented Aug 23, 2012 by anonymous
You need to talk this to him. Rest Depends upon him.